My November bivvy was a tale of two halves; yesterday being more of the "character building" type, and today being really quite blissful.
I've seen the recent thread about "bikepacking when ill" - have we ever done one on "bikepacking when there is 'stuff' going on at home"? Maybe we should... Anyway, I had a bit of "stuff" going on at the weekend (all thankfully on the mend now), but had yesterday afternoon and this morning already booked off work and was looking forward to a decent bike ride and bivvy, so I thought it would probably be just the job...but I wasn't feeling at my best, physically or mentally.
It was nearly 3 by the time I left home. By the time I was heading up into the hills from Crickhowell it was getting dark.
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By the time I reached the turnoff proper into the Grwyne Fawr valley, it was about five, and dark.
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The darkness was messing with my mind, and by six, I felt like I had spent many hours riding around a foreign planet, and I had been battered by every conceivable unpleasant emotion and thought going. I stopped, walked for a bit, and gave myself a good talking to. I did some maths, and in the end made a deal with myself to keep going till sevenish, which would hopefully take me to, or near, the reservoir, and would leave me the option of wimping out of the "up and over" route that had been the plan in the morning, and instead going back the way I came, and still be back for lunchtime to go to work.
I left the tarmac for the higher level bridleway, which felt endless.... seven approached, and there was absolutely no sign of the reservoir, or any even remotely flat ground to sleep on, except the track itself, which I decided was out of the question. After several rounds of "just five more minutes", I came to a lumpy slopey kind of verge next to the track, and decided that would simply have to do. Trying to pitch my pyramid tent onto that was a bit of a disaster

, almost too ashamed to show you a picture, but go on then, have a laugh on me
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Verena Zimmer, on Flickr. It was nice having that space inside to sit for a bit and have some food, before assuming the first of many utterly ridiculous positions to try and nod off in for a bit. At half past nine I got out for the first of several times, to locate and replace a couple of pegs

. Turns out I wasn't completely alone: I saw a light not too far away, which in the morning turned out to be a couple of wild campers up on the far side of the dam.
After a loooong night, morning light revealed the absolute classic scenario:
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Verena Zimmer, on Flickr The dam was no more than ten minutes walk away, and about one minute further, there were several passably flat places where my tent could have fitted

Or this for a beauty of a bivvy spot (next time....)
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I didn't regret my decision to ride back down the valley, because the autumn colours were beautiful, and the flowing 8 mileish long descent was not just lovely, but explained why I had found it a bit of a slog the night before
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I made the effort to go up what I thought was the steep hill to Patrishow, thinking I might have coffee there, but somehow I must have taken the wrong turn or missed it, which was a bit of a disappointment, but that didn't last long as I stopped in Crickhowell instead at Bookish cafe, which has the bestest, hugest, caramel slices anywhere I know.
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I then took a very very leisurely, absolutely beautiful, ride back to Brecon along the canal pretty much all of the way, with a little coffee stop just for the fun of it.
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oh, and I played with some tiny tiny cutlery I had saved from some supermarket food or other - no good for stirring coffee, let alone eating porridge or food from a pouch

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So that's October and November done with my new run, so 2/12.