You know the old saying "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"?
Yep, that's me.
I'd mentally already prepared to fail a few days ago after reading everyone's posts, decided that I'm not up to the whole thing in 36 hours, and didn't fancy getting caught, and most probably bailing in turnip/locked gate/shouty farmer land in the dark. So I had decided to cut off the whole loop between Builth and Rhulen hill in the hope of maybe making it to enjoy at least some of the Crickhowell to Brecon bit.
I had prepared my kit and food, but not the bike, which typically for me, I'd left till the very last minute, and to when it was dark, for that extra level of difficulty for my already seriously bike mechanically challenged mind... I'm not at all a mountain biker and have done very little off road riding except on some pretty tame gravel roads and a tiny bit of dry grass in the summer, all on my gravel bike. It seemed pretty clear to me that the BB200 was a route for a mountain bike, and so I used that other great saying of "there is only one perfect bike: the one you've already got". I have a twenty year old Jamis mountain bike, which has had pretty little use for about 17 years of that, but at least I had given it a clean and a service this year and a new set of cables. It's a hand-me-down from my husband, and he casually slipped into the conversation a few days ago that he had of course changed the original tyres to hybrid ones....
What caught me out in the though was the sodding rear mud guard, which I had assumed would just be quick and easy to remove (last minute, in the dark) so that I could fit my seat pack. Oh no it wasn't. I daren't take the seat post out (20 year old, probably seized bolts, me mechanically challenged), for fear of solving one problem and creating another. I tried lowering the mud guard to as low as it would go and fitting the seat pack above it. Nope. Would've been quite happy to take a hacksaw to it, but couldn't put my hand on one at 7am yesterday morning.
After a whole lot of faff it was 7.30, getting light, and I knew if I didn't leave soon I'd talk myself out of the whole thing altogether.
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
So I had a lovely day, well half day, out on the BB200 route, thoroughly enjoying exploring some areas on my door step that I had never been to, honing my non existing mountain bike skills, and discovering that those tyres really had zero grip on anything muddy (the day before had been a very wet one), and that the saddle isn't exactly comfy either...
After leaving home, the morning started slowly with me playing leapfrogs with a dustcart in the narrow lanes. The I turned a corner and found myself facing a bunch of cows. For once I wasn't scared, they looked surprised then started running away from me, which was kind of nice of them, but I was pretty sure they weren't meant to be out on the lane.... I stopped for a bit, the dustcart caught up with me again, then the farmer came on his quad bike shouting and swearing, not at me but at his cows who had run off while he was feeding them. He thanked me for stopping rather than carrying on and chasing them further away. Through Libanus and up a track I haven't been to for about 18 or 19 years, like I'm sure we all do I'm always on the lookout for potential bivvy spots these days....
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
The next bits over Mynydd Illtyd and Trallong common I know quite well, but never on a bike.
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr I was expecting it to be slow and hard going, and it really was. Has been said enough now, I know. It was a gorgeous day for it, beautiful weather and I stopped to take lots of photos.
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr
Then came tarmac at Merthyr Cynog and sign saying Brecon 8 miles. Now one of the things I have learned about myself this year is that I have a ridiculously strong homing instinct. I really am not much good for bikepacking anywhere near home. It was only lunchtime, and a beautifully sunny day, perfect for being out there riding on to Builth as I had planned. On the other hand, I could be at home, house to myself, and be trimming my bush(es)
I scoffed down my emergency chocolate bar, just because I was greedy, and headed home...
Do I now have an immaculately manicured lavender hedge? Nope, I did about a third, then snipped into my thumb tip with the e secatuers.
Did I go out later in the afternoon for another bike ride? Yes of course I did.
So what's next?
Maybe my mind wasn't completely in it, or as they say, I didn't want it badly enough. Waiting for covid test results just a few days beforehand and being about to go into lockdown again probably didn't help either.
I'm thinking I'll do some more shorted local off road rides, hopefully bit by bit all of the BB200 route over the coming weeks, get a bit better at it, and see if I like it. If I do, invest at least in some decent off road tyres.
All good, just great to be out there.
BB200 2020 by
Verena Zimmer, on Flickr